Saturday, May 24, 2008
today, i lied to dear dear that i help my parents to do some stuff.. *im sorry dear, but i have to again.. promise no more lying..
actually i was about to give her a last surprise for her brthday. a 33inch mickey all the way from US. i went down to seng kang post office to collect it in the noon when i woke up. acutally it was surpose to sent it to my house. yes they did. the mickey was actually here yesterday, 2plus in the noon but no one was at home so it wasn't received and being taken back to the post office either by self collect or they will send to my house again but i got to wait a few more days longer which i already waited a week for the mickey.. i doubt my dear can wait to receive the mickey too. so i went down for self collection. after collecting, straight to dear dear house and give her a surprise. she was happy and excited as i could see, but for a period of time only... =x
the mickey was quite big.. its from the floor till around my waist. nothing special about the mickey.. its just a normal mickey with 2 big rounded ears, 2 big eyes, 1 small round nose & a big smile.. just that its from US, all the way from US and the shipment already cost me $40. ppl, its just the shipment.. so imagine how much the mickey will cost when US dollar convert into Sing dollar.. and its 33inch tall, around 85cm.. so the mickey actually cost a bomb...
*dear dear, so you better like the mickey but not loving it more than loving me..
bought lunch to dear dear house for her, watch some show in the net, fell asleep.. woke up at 8plus later at night and bring dear dear for dinner at Rivervale Plaza.. went back her house, played some games online, and Uncle Chua drive me home..
just had a little argument with dear dear over something.. im not sure is it a big matter or small. its over me controlling her too tight... maybe i really did but its all because i care.. or should it say i've over care? i really have no idea.. i don't know what am i doing & what have i done.. all i want is to keep her by my side and never want her to leave me.. i don't know is it wrong for me to do that.. is promise meant to be broken? im giving in, im willing to change, i'll do anything for you.. but please, tell me what is wrong with me.. what have i done wrong and what am i surpose to do... stop caring? thats absolutely impossible coz i love her damn hell lots... more than anything else.
message to dear dear:
dear, all i want is you staying by my side and never leave me. i really don't want any quarrels. i cherish, i care and i really love you.. im sorry for all the things i've done wrong, sorry for over the limit of controlling you. im sorry... please forgive me.. nothings gonna change my love for you.. i just need you... need you badly...
By Mr ImPerfect
1:09:00 AM
